TRYING TO BE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HERE IT IS ABOUT 1 IN THE OURNING AND IM UP WITH SUM THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY MIND THAT I FEEL I SHUD GET OUT AND LET EM BREATHE. YOU KNOW IVE COME TO LEARN THAT A LOT OF TIMES IN LIFE WE ALL CLAIM THAT WE ARE THE BEST AT EVERYTHING WE DO. NO MATTER WHAT IT IS (SEX, WORK, SCHOOL, SPORTS,,,,,AND ETC) SO IT GOT ME TO THINKING HOW DO WE KNOW WHEN WE ARE THE BEST IS IT WHEN WERE TOLD OR DO WE JUST KNOW. I MEAN ARE YOU THE BEST WHEN UR FAMILY GOIN THRU A CRISIS A REALLY TOUGH TIME THATS A TRANSITION FOR ALL INVOLVED BUT DURING THE SITUATION YOU REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR HOW TO ACT AND YOU HAVE NO WHERE THERE TO REALLY COMFORT YOU. WHAT ABOUT WHEN YOU FEELIN LEFT OUT AND ALONE ARE YOU THE BEST THEN WHEN YOU CAN BE THERE FOR THE ONE YOU LOVE BECAUSE THEY SEEM TO BUSY AND YOU CANT SEEM TO BUY TIME WITH THEM BUT YET TRY TO BE AS SUPPORTIVE AND UNERSTANDING AS POSSIBLE WITHOUT STEPPIN ON ANYONES TOES OR HURTING ANYONES FEELINGS. SEE WHAT IVE FIGURED IS THAT WE ONLY WANNA BE THE BEST WHEN WE ARE DOIN A GOOD FOR SOMEBODY AND CAN BE RECOGNIZED FOR IT. BEIN THE BEST IS JUST WAT IT MEANS BEING NUMBER ONE AT EVERYTHING AND AT ALL TIMES. AND FOR EVERYONE ON EARTH THATS IMPOSSIBLE. IT WUD BE LIKE A HOCKEY PLAYER GETTIN A HAT TRICK AT EVERYGAME OR MICHEAL NVA MISSING A JUMPSHOT OR A FREETHROW ITS ALL IN OUR IMAGINATION. BUT IVE DECIDED TO CHANGE THE GAME IM GONNA THROW A CURVEBALL OR AT LEAST TRY TO. SEE I FIGURE IF I TRY TO BE POSITIVE ABOUT EVERY SITUATION FOR THE GOOD REASON AND NOT FOR HOW I FEEL THEN THAT COULD WORK. BUT U KNOW AS I THINK ABOUT IT THEN WHEN DO I HAVE TIME TO CARE FOR ME. SO I GUESS REALLY THIS IS AN IMPOSSIBLE HATTRICK BECAUSE WAT I KNOW IS THAT WE ALL AS HUMANS ARE SELFISH SUMTIME AND WE ALL WANT TO FEEL IMPORTANT FROM TIME TO TIME. SO IN THE END I GUESS ALL I CAN SAY IS TRY UR BEST BUT TRY UR BEST AT NOT GETTIN TO STRESSED CUZ STRESS EQUALS NO REST AND NO REST EQUALS STRESS WITH ADDING THAT PLUS TIME MEANS UR LIFE IS LESS BECAUSE OF STRESS, BUT WITHOUT STRESS THEN THAT MEANS NO ONE COULD EVER CLAIM TO BE THE BEST RIGHT?????